Jyin 傅健颖 - 你知道我在等你MV (Official Version)

nice =)

Today i looked like a bbq pig.. hahah.. with wying and her two penang and melaka frens.. walking around waterfront area, visiting museums and fort margherita.. the 3 kitties statues, went to parkson awhile to fix one of the friend's glasses, to mcD for a drink and so on.. On high heels.. hmm.. ok.. i admit, my feet hurt.. but it's find and worth it to meet new friends and hang out with my best buddy..

Then at night.. bbq with at dear ah pui's house with dear lilian n mikhael, n sylvia b4 she got kidnapped by her bf.. pfff!!

Aiyerrr... sei yee heng.. made me so gan dong.. concerned bout me. I still tot wad is so urgent. Rupa-rupa is about him n his friend norman's sis.. and asked me n him no liao har.. say he tot he satu kaki dua kapal and if true dai ji dua diao.. If he did that, I wouldn't admit i dated him b4.. ignore his existence.. dowan oso ba~

wying wying.. u angry me ka? why neber find me one? like ct said.. u fan lian ah? ='(

haha~ they are doing great.. =) hope it lasts.
and as for me.. i'm suppressing all my feelings for anyone for now.. No point crossing any levels and risk losing everything.. I'm more comfortable with everything and everyone the way it is now..

But something makes me upset.. It's about them leaving for foundation. I m just having a feeling that they'll get it and i know they'll be happy.. but i'm just reluctant. i know how life goes.. once apart everything wouldnt be the same..

i feel really awful having to take other people's credit for myself.. The feeling i felt this morning definitely wasnt great.. it's like people are telling you your photos are great and then u just couldn't even smile and felt like crying.. ==" my pride all totally bruised, principle held all broken.. but still i have to thank xy for the pics. If not i would not even be presenting today. Not sure if the teacher knows. But logically speaking, Chap goh meh is before the start of this semester. How can a group of photos taken before i even know how to use a dslr be better than all those sucky ones taken after.. Jesus Christ.. I know he said he would pretend to not know if i didn't say but i just felt like blurting everything out on the spot when receiving the compliments i dont deserve.. Sucky feelings.. Really.. you have no idea~

OMG! i still blush when i see him? ><" just now wei rong come my house take sarawak energy's share's annual report ba.. ><" *shy*

i m not even allowed to read anymore..
nvm.. it doesn matter i guess.. i m pressing the delete button.. from my mind..