can it all wait.. will there be time.. I'm deteriorating.. Is there time to get back on my feet and continue to go after what i want most right now? Not giving up nor begging because I've not improved and is getting worse.

Every single obstacles in life can get me so down i don understand why. Everyone would have to face sth of this sort in life but why am i the only taking it so badly.. why other people can be so xiao sha..

I dont understand that.. this isnt my case.. just stating something i just found out.. I've always thought a fren of mine was deeply in love with another fren of mine.. now i found out that he was the one who went after her many years ago n then tell her he don hav feelings anymore and wanted to break. N now, sth i don get is why did he asked her back and then put her in the same position again? ok, ask her back isnt a problem.. what i m annoyed is snatched her from someone else.. which is also a fren and then not cherish her.. grrr.. them ppl from blue class ( lan ban in primary sch) are complicated beings..

we cancer ppl are extra sensitive ppl.. why cant anyone understand.. some showed by getting annoyed and started tantrums, some sulked in a corner quietly, but it's all because we cared too much. caring too much becomes a burden to guys? hope my fren doesnt have to go through wad i have. She told him to stay with her until she could stand on her own n is trying to fix things.. but me.. what did i do? crying and unable to speak all the while when i could at least make an effort to make him stay? ok STOP!

surprised she find me to talk.. poor girl couldnt sleep.. n she doesnt even know about him n me.. i tot the bf have told her.. hmm.. sigh.. but this time i cant help anything except hear. cz i'm not any better in dealing with stuffs. We both work hard together yea..! Am working hard to think that all craps happened so that next moment would look better..