I just remembered. Derrick sent, ' cheers! ^^' through msn last night. That's very nice of him, so I wanna say thanks. Must have known it from lilian. But then they all saw me crying that day. I failed to stay strong till I reach home. Sigh~ Natasha came and gave me a hug hug like a mom. Even my mom did not. Daddy is more emotional. I thought I am like mom, now I realize I still have a little warm blood of daddy's in me. I'm not saying mom is cold blooded, but she somehow can't express her feelings, just like me. Also she is much more rational than me. She say she won't go all crumpled for a guy.